I hate this trail almost every single day. It helps me clear my mind, but I am usually always with friends when I hike today. I was actually supposed to go with my recent former boyfriend, but I decided that I wanted to take my first hike alone so I politely told him That this hike I wanted to do alone, he respecting my wishes and let me experienced my first solo hike. When I had got to the parking lot, I started second-guessing and wondering if I actually want to do this alone? Ever since my freshman year in high school I always had a boyfriend or a guy who was very included in my life and I'm now 21 and have never been alone and single. I was so use to having someone else in my life that I eventually became dependent on others and lost my independency. I started walking and I tried putting my headphones in but they were dead. I was thinking of just canceling and going home but I kept going. It was right there when you first start walking in. I read the note and I realized that this life is like a hike, it's fun to do it with someone else but sometimes you gotta do it alone.
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